With you in mind, it is my desire to catch dreams, create and mold them into lively art forms and celebrate the joys that bless artful people. I long to gather words and march them into sentences that sing, stories that dance, inspire, and ask. I search for words that life and challenge - messages that celebrate all things artful. Oh, the pleasures of the pen, the joy of the poetic and artful life. Linda Wilson
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Popsicles For Breakfast
Sunday's kept a good attitude I think - that is - about having to share its glory with the pomp of Independence Day. Yes, as we lick popsicles for breakfast and decorate our bikes and bodies with red, white and blue, we show off a bit. During these hours we celebrate our country's rebirth with mealy hot dogs and tepid beer, rockets and ramparts. I looked up "ramparts" in the dictionary (just to confirm my inept knowing about all things warlike.)
In a few hours, when the sun moves aside to share its pastel sky, the dusk master will pull down the afternoon curtains, just in time to announce the annual flag waving show. Town bands of all sizes and sounds take up their instruments and we sing GOD BLESS AMERICA and THE STARS SPANGLED BANNER. Once my year old granddaughter sang along with her baby language just because, because that's what she knew and she followed us in our song. She follows us still as we hang our flags, don our starry t-shirts.
At day's end, we find on center stage in our lives and backyards, a yearly watch party with feisty fireworks and loud booms that send toddlers to their mom's laps. Those booms and screams remind us we are far more blessed than we know. OOOOOOh, ahhhhhhhhh, OOOOO's sweep across the land of the free, the homes of the brave.
We Americans must celebrate, it's in our DNA. . So, we party because it is in our privilege, our responsibility to hold a hand and look up, up to those brave souls who lived and died, prayed and proved that risk and ramparts worked then and, well, work still.
I can't help but wonder if our wise, Godly forefathers would grieve at the pugnacious political scene of today. Regardless, my America reigns. Indeed, God bless America!
A
In a few hours, when the sun moves aside to share its pastel sky, the dusk master will pull down the afternoon curtains, just in time to announce the annual flag waving show. Town bands of all sizes and sounds take up their instruments and we sing GOD BLESS AMERICA and THE STARS SPANGLED BANNER. Once my year old granddaughter sang along with her baby language just because, because that's what she knew and she followed us in our song. She follows us still as we hang our flags, don our starry t-shirts.
At day's end, we find on center stage in our lives and backyards, a yearly watch party with feisty fireworks and loud booms that send toddlers to their mom's laps. Those booms and screams remind us we are far more blessed than we know. OOOOOOh, ahhhhhhhhh, OOOOO's sweep across the land of the free, the homes of the brave.
We Americans must celebrate, it's in our DNA. . So, we party because it is in our privilege, our responsibility to hold a hand and look up, up to those brave souls who lived and died, prayed and proved that risk and ramparts worked then and, well, work still.
I can't help but wonder if our wise, Godly forefathers would grieve at the pugnacious political scene of today. Regardless, my America reigns. Indeed, God bless America!
A
Friday, June 25, 2010
"When the Lambs Lie Down,"
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Sunday thoughts about rest and shepherds, passion and purpose.
When God found me wandering in the wastelands, I took His hand and followed Him to the wide and wonderful countryside called Creativity. Grateful, willing, astonished I am as I sheepishly prance through the lush grounds where imagination sparks ideas, where the deep satisfaction of making the mark amazes me daily. Now, I share inspirational ideas I've learned to boost others' confidence and help free up their creative voices. My quest is to find every "little lamb" who needs encouragement. When I work with children, I marvel at their innate pull toward artistic development. When I work with adults, I smile at the joys they "know" when they are free to create and express their essence. In my workshop, Collage For A Woman's Soul, often launches avocations, changes outlooks, brings hope to the weary mom, the mid life grandmother.
Why is it vital to be free in our art making--in our lives, in our shepherding?
Why must we sizzle and dazzle as we sling paint and purpose in our creative lives? Why must we make a playful plan, (a prototype) and then toss it away and retrieve it or sit on it, stand on it, embrace it.
Should we let zany, outrageous ideas grab our attention and rattle through our sweaty heads when the bills pile up, or the crusts of yesterday snap under our feet The guilty pleasures of creating get in the way, yet, . . . a good way. Yea we say when we snatch an hour and make it our own - to paint with abandonment, write with a fancy for fantasy. So, though we carve out paths that begin and end with our painterly studios in mind, we must behave at times and dance with our duties AND our daydreams.
It's good to journal our days with dots and jots that yearn to breathe upon the page. It's imperative to pump from the well of fresh, clear thinking. Open a box of Crayons and change the course of your life, swipe a paint-filled brush across a wide canvass and renew a lost dream. The refreshing from the ever-flowing springs of imagination frees us to serve our High and Masterful Muse.
In the future, let's chat about how to gift our world with our craft, the art that sings and dances, calms and alarms. The blog world invites us ramble and rant, meander through cyberspace, so I type and wonder, pray and hope these words find a home in a few open hearts who, like me, adore words and wonderment. I am eager and willing to blog away when I have an audience, though it be only an audience of One. My God never seems to mind if I go on and on about my passion for all things artful. He's such an good listener. Making sense of making art is every artist's chore. Yet making art is every artist's highest joy. "Take up thy brush and paint," quips my shepherding friend and mentor. Quite an admonition for one bent on all things artful, don't you think?
WHEN THE LAMBS LIE DOWN
"Sleep my fold, my little lambs
For in your dreams and streams of thought
You find your fears relieved
You know you're safe from harm
My staff of love will comfort you under the starlit sky.
A nearing stream sings lullabies, I join them in song and sigh
If by chance you wander off to meadows wide where angels fear to tread, I'll rescue you
Or if you stumble, fall into a darkened cave, I shall search until I find you
And gather you in my arms, I will
My staff of love will comfort you."
In the light of day, you roam and role through the shadowed fields
Then again in the moon-fed hours before the sun refilled the cup of morning, you lie down, you lie down in peace with the shepherdess nearby, always nearby.
It's there in the soft folds of the rolling hills, you,
at daybreak,you awake to find your shepherdess looking about her flock
counting each one with the eyes of a mother rounding up her brood for breakfast.
"Here little one," she whispers as she lifts the tiny lost lamb to her heart
You mustn't wander far lest you get lost again or tangled in an unruly vine
I will carry you through the day's journey to keep you safe and in peace, my little one
When the lambs lie down I will place you back into the fold
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Sunday thoughts about rest and shepherds, passion and purpose.
When God found me wandering in the wastelands, I took His hand and followed Him to the wide and wonderful countryside called Creativity. Grateful, willing, astonished I am as I sheepishly prance through the lush grounds where imagination sparks ideas, where the deep satisfaction of making the mark amazes me daily. Now, I share inspirational ideas I've learned to boost others' confidence and help free up their creative voices. My quest is to find every "little lamb" who needs encouragement. When I work with children, I marvel at their innate pull toward artistic development. When I work with adults, I smile at the joys they "know" when they are free to create and express their essence. In my workshop, Collage For A Woman's Soul, often launches avocations, changes outlooks, brings hope to the weary mom, the mid life grandmother.
Why is it vital to be free in our art making--in our lives, in our shepherding?
Why must we sizzle and dazzle as we sling paint and purpose in our creative lives? Why must we make a playful plan, (a prototype) and then toss it away and retrieve it or sit on it, stand on it, embrace it.
Should we let zany, outrageous ideas grab our attention and rattle through our sweaty heads when the bills pile up, or the crusts of yesterday snap under our feet The guilty pleasures of creating get in the way, yet, . . . a good way. Yea we say when we snatch an hour and make it our own - to paint with abandonment, write with a fancy for fantasy. So, though we carve out paths that begin and end with our painterly studios in mind, we must behave at times and dance with our duties AND our daydreams.
It's good to journal our days with dots and jots that yearn to breathe upon the page. It's imperative to pump from the well of fresh, clear thinking. Open a box of Crayons and change the course of your life, swipe a paint-filled brush across a wide canvass and renew a lost dream. The refreshing from the ever-flowing springs of imagination frees us to serve our High and Masterful Muse.
In the future, let's chat about how to gift our world with our craft, the art that sings and dances, calms and alarms. The blog world invites us ramble and rant, meander through cyberspace, so I type and wonder, pray and hope these words find a home in a few open hearts who, like me, adore words and wonderment. I am eager and willing to blog away when I have an audience, though it be only an audience of One. My God never seems to mind if I go on and on about my passion for all things artful. He's such an good listener. Making sense of making art is every artist's chore. Yet making art is every artist's highest joy. "Take up thy brush and paint," quips my shepherding friend and mentor. Quite an admonition for one bent on all things artful, don't you think?
WHEN THE LAMBS LIE DOWN
"Sleep my fold, my little lambs
For in your dreams and streams of thought
You find your fears relieved
You know you're safe from harm
My staff of love will comfort you under the starlit sky.
A nearing stream sings lullabies, I join them in song and sigh
If by chance you wander off to meadows wide where angels fear to tread, I'll rescue you
Or if you stumble, fall into a darkened cave, I shall search until I find you
And gather you in my arms, I will
My staff of love will comfort you."
In the light of day, you roam and role through the shadowed fields
Then again in the moon-fed hours before the sun refilled the cup of morning, you lie down, you lie down in peace with the shepherdess nearby, always nearby.
It's there in the soft folds of the rolling hills, you,
at daybreak,you awake to find your shepherdess looking about her flock
counting each one with the eyes of a mother rounding up her brood for breakfast.
"Here little one," she whispers as she lifts the tiny lost lamb to her heart
You mustn't wander far lest you get lost again or tangled in an unruly vine
I will carry you through the day's journey to keep you safe and in peace, my little one
When the lambs lie down I will place you back into the fold
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Thursday, May 20, 2010
Thursday, May 13, 2010
On Holiday with Matisse
I've found that time-outs, even (micro-mini-holidays) prove vital to the creator's best art. To sustain the highest clear notes, the soprano must first silence her vocals before her performance. To pen a poem, one will read and nap, walk and wait. Often, to paint up a masterpiece, one must saunter off to the bench in the park, and learn the art of nothingness . . . for a moment or two.. Some suggest a "walk on the beach" is the luxurious prelude to the artist's "wow factor." .Living landlocked in Oklahoma, I squirm at that mandate yet like the thought. I have to ask myself, "did Matisse find sand in his sandals before detailing his remarkable tablescapes?" I think so.
Then I consider Picasso and his penchant for around the clock painting in his undies. Did he traipse through the curves of Paris to get inspired or did he dare to slap oils across the canvass with no walk, no beach bumming? Even he idled to think and recoup.
So, if the beach is off limits, perhaps a walk through a garden may help us artisans muster up the just right endorphins needed to create our best art.
With a creative friend, I spent such a lovely afternoon walking through my neighbor's glorious gardens. We walked and talked and bent low to feel the filmy fennel, ran our hands over the soft lamb's ear, and admired the new rock work. The winding trails through trellises and the climbing roses led us to the curling ferns and wide patios. We swayed in old-fashioned porch swings as we talked and looked at photographs and and talked of tender moments with their children. We talked about their recent trip to France and how that visit gave them closure concerning their heroic fathers' life sacrifice . We took deep breaths as a certain gratitude and healing balm fell on us much like the soft night air.
Better, I am because of the garden walk, the tender talk. I consider Matisse, also a kind conversationalist, who spent hours thinking and cutting, sketching and observing. He talked, he napped, he astounded his empty canvasses. I don't know if all artist need time outs to create their best art, but for me, I will shout yes, yes. As I walked home I rested in the memory of the afternoon. I felt freer to risk all for the sake of the ever-present creative call. The soft night air and the words of the afternoon blessed me, yes, simply blessed me.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Mothers and Monday
My Darling Mother above - healthy, amazing, loving..
Yes, Mother's Day is officially over. Today we moms get back to making our own breakfasts, mopping up milk spills, tossing undies in the wash. I sip my morning coffee; the house is tomb quiet. I take a few moments to pore over yesterdays quick digital pics and lug a fat photo album onto my lap. Oh my, I think of the many Mother's Days I have celebrated. My timeless photos albums tug hard on my mothering heart.. I sigh and gently run my hand over the years. If I stacked up all my albums, I'm sure they would touch the sky.
There I am with my first newborn, there I am with my first grandchild. There I am on my wedding day, nearly forty seven years ago. There I am the afternoon of my husband's funeral with family surrounding me like a cloud of mercy. And, there I am yesterday, happy and whole, productive and content.
Some Mother's Days are quiet, some hectic, some memorable, but not all. This year I traipsed to my back yard studio and played with my new fabric stash, rearranged my desk, gathered up some zany thoughts and jotted them down on the edges of my Monet calendar.
Heaven holds those who have gone on before and we miss them. Heaven speaks softly to my heart, a kind of silent symphony - "All is Well, All is Well, All is Well."
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Trusting Tuesdays
However, this Tuesday during my morning walkabout, my mind wandered and drifted to other lands, mysterious and intriguing. In a kind of dream state I traveled in my mind to the South of France, the Museums of Paris,and the English Countryside. I must grab my wanderlusts by the scruff of the neck and reschedule the afternoon. Or ,I could remain on the shores of Lake Como . . . but its Tuesday, the responsible day where the left brain bruisers have their way.
If I stay on track and balanced with my work time, soaking-in-the-tub time, snackingl time, coffee sloshing time, driving time, blogging time, grand mothering time, Golden Retriever walking time, cell-phoning time, e-mailing time, cooking time, TV time, and nappng time, I'll have just enough time for what's truly important:: prayer time. With that determined, I'll look Tuesday square in the eye and drop to my knees. I've found that prayer multiples the minutes, especially early morning prayers. Taking time for the sacred saves time, adjusts the hours to their highest and best use and gracefully energizes my spirit and mind. With Lake Como's soft breezes lingering, I rest and rethink my hectic life.
So, I appreciate you, Tuesday, for reminding me to stop and pray. Yes, oh yes, Tuesday gets my vote for the prime time when all things prayerful are sifted and cupped for a holy purpose, even with the Italian day dreams. And there's still time for hugging my grandsons and gathering petunias from my own back yard..
WORD SNACK
When oft I wander in my mind
To lands of fancy, far and wide
I then must blink and timely find
God's best for me is by His side
Quotable
"Travel the paths paved with fine gold
and
surely you'l find your heart growing cold.
but
Travel the paths untraveled and steep
and
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Minding Monday and Her Mandates
What is it about Mondays that makes me feel like I must scurry about and clean and wash clothes and sweep up the weekend's crumbs? I've chosen to blame it on my parents who were amazingly industrious and creative and from growing up in the 50's where woman's work was never done. Kitchen floors were like mirrors, pillows always puffed. A mom's duties were scheduled like clockwork.
So, this morning, I decided to take matters out of the hands of yesteryear and fast forward them to today. In my many lifetimes, I have worked outside of the home, labored inside the home, got wrinkly raising three kids. I even kept up with a gregarious husband until his death in '98. Now I am the keeper of the hearth and home, breadwinner and the single grandmother of eight. I suppose I may be called a widow but I despise that word and choose instead the term, Grammy, for that's what my grandkids named me.
Now I get it, women's work is, indeed, never done. At least, not on this side of heaven's door.
I ask myself, "what matters most, what's critical today," not "which pile of laundry do I pick up first?" The weeds can wait, the wicked witch of the Guilties must expire.
So, with matters in my own hands, I can prioritize and jumble up the chores the way I want. Is that being irresponsible? Absolutely not! Some good things come with age and rapt judgments pump creative energy into my step. So, I pull my new netbook across my lap along with my scribbly journal. Most importantly, from my bulging "finish" file, I retrieve the story I am writing. I pour another cup of coffee, prop up my Nike-clad feet and get down to business. I brush off the dust from my desk, push back the bills, yank my hair into a pony tail and begin to pray. (I always pray when I feel incredibly outrageous and unpredictable.)
The papers of my story were unclipped and curled, showing they have been neglected way too long. I pulled them to me and held them for a moment or two, in some kind of poetic pose of apology I then slapped on my editor's hat and got to work. The pruning must begin.
"Not so bad for a rebellious grandmother," I whispered to my beloved Golden, Hobbs. "Not bad at all,"I thought as I reread the story of a straggly piece of brown fur that made its way from China to his new home, 1600 Pennsylvania USA where he becomes the darling of the White House.
"Brown Bear Goes To America" becomes my focus. The sticky dishes and stinky sink will have to wait until tomorrow.
Surely, Tuesday will find me on my knees in scrub-form. Well. that all depends how close Brown Bear gets to America.
A word To The Wise - Bulwark - A barricade, buffer, wall or fence. - - - - Consider the Bulwarks in our creative lives that keep us from reaching our goals and dreams, like laziness, fear, inept time control. I say, let's ban together and smack down the walls and barricades, even if we must take a few detours.
Quotable Quotes: "Where there is industry, (energetic devotion to a task) there remains blisters and bruises, stains from hot tears." lw
Sunday, April 18, 2010
"THINK ON THESE THINGS": Bubbles and the Sabbath
"THINK ON THESE THINGS": Bubbles and the Sabbath
Quotable - "Millions long for immortality who do not know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon." Susan Ertz.
Quotable - "Millions long for immortality who do not know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon." Susan Ertz.
Bubbles and the Sabbath
Oooops. I woke up late to the sounds of a gentle Spring rain. I'd stayed up late drawing and watching "House" reruns. Heavyl clouds shrouded the ground, making it hard to see even the vibrant azaleas in full bloom. The hint of brewing coffee wafting down the hall made the moment even more delightful. Into my slippers, I gathered my robe around me to greet the cool morning, the Sunday newspaper, and my adoring Golden Retriever.
The rain continued, granting me a certain permission to stay home and honor the Sabbath in my warm home I cherish my Sunday routine of attending the worship service at "my" old Gothic church. This morning, though, I curled up on my chaise with my mug of coffee, newspaper and favorite dog-eared Bible. Later I took a long, candlelit bubble bath and touched-up my hair, all within hearing distance of the steady, slow rain. .
I keep a note pad and Sharpie near the tub to jot down ideas, winning words, even zany notions. It's amazing how alert the brain can become when dipped into millions of warm bubbles. Today I scribbled, visit other bloggers online, recheck the definition of philomathic, get update on Iceland's Volcano . Then I remembered to order ink for the printer and AA batteries. Enough! I then eased deeper in the tub and closed my eyes for the pleas that need miracles, my Herculean prayers that require wise answers. Though I sat not in the church pew this morning, God's grace appeared.
I've learned to love Sundays, even alone, they allow the heart of this grandmother of eight to listen more intently to the sacred quiet. Sundays "set" me on higher ground, at least in my thoughts. It's on Sundays that I let all the cares of the preceding week melt and invite new and restored dreams to surface - to blend into my rested, art-bent right brain. On the wings of creativity, exciting ideas fly in with new shapes and clarity. With unseen knowing I perceive new ways to reconsider challenges even the ones on my "oh-my-this-seems-impossible" list. By Sunday afternoon I find myself saying, "why not?" and actually, I could complete the project by Friday if I . . . ."
God sure knew what He was doing when He set Sundays aside for rest and restoration, worship and prayer. I've found that when I follow His lead (living a balanced life), I make better art, have more creative energy, and live more mindful of answered prayers, the ones I make while soaking in bubbles on Sunday afternoons.
Oh, Philomathic means the love of literary learning, fond of words and their meaning. Yes!!!!
Quotable quote: "Millions long for immortality who do not know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon.} Susan Ertz
Oh, Philomathic means the love of literary learning, fond of words and their meaning. Yes!!!!
Quotable quote: "Millions long for immortality who do not know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon.} Susan Ertz
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
The Woman Who Spilled Words All Over Herself
Should we, as Artful Bloggers, toss limp verbs and sassy sentences across the computer screen or tighten up our prose like dutiful linguists?
There are moments when a thought pops and demands to live so I take its lead and go with it till it hits a point of no return. That's free and fun writing. Less red pencil, more pizazz. I've never quite defined my style of writing - somewhere between the ancient Poet, Tagore and our very missed, Erma Bombeck. I'm a mixed bag when it comes to expression. My grandmother used to keep secret prayers in her apron pocket along with a jangle of pennies to buy my thoughts. I probably have a few secrets in my art smock pocket as well. Hmmmm, a good idea for an upcoming Blog. "What's in your pocket?" I will titled it.
So, there are fanciful blogs and there are times when a meaty thought stomps through the hills and valleys of the mind. It gathers spicy data as it spins and dives into the dark and waits for me to save it from its "please give me voice" torment . I, then, pull it to the front burner.
I massage its motive and speak kindly to it to calm its tyrannical urgency. "There's time for everything, for everything under heaven and in its season," I quote from Holy Script. Like making meatloaf, I round it out and add just enough intrigue to keep it together before I allow it to bake fully in my own thoughts. I will not serve up half-baked or flaky meatloaf to my readers. I want to hear, mmmmmmm. Not, "what's this?"
Perhaps we need to be ready for both types of messages, the meaty ones, the mismatched ones. I prefer the missive to the mandate, but still like a good struggle with the Goliathic notions about our purposeful, God ordained lives and how we can - we must - take up our pens and write all things artfully.
There are moments when a thought pops and demands to live so I take its lead and go with it till it hits a point of no return. That's free and fun writing. Less red pencil, more pizazz. I've never quite defined my style of writing - somewhere between the ancient Poet, Tagore and our very missed, Erma Bombeck. I'm a mixed bag when it comes to expression. My grandmother used to keep secret prayers in her apron pocket along with a jangle of pennies to buy my thoughts. I probably have a few secrets in my art smock pocket as well. Hmmmm, a good idea for an upcoming Blog. "What's in your pocket?" I will titled it.
So, there are fanciful blogs and there are times when a meaty thought stomps through the hills and valleys of the mind. It gathers spicy data as it spins and dives into the dark and waits for me to save it from its "please give me voice" torment . I, then, pull it to the front burner.
I massage its motive and speak kindly to it to calm its tyrannical urgency. "There's time for everything, for everything under heaven and in its season," I quote from Holy Script. Like making meatloaf, I round it out and add just enough intrigue to keep it together before I allow it to bake fully in my own thoughts. I will not serve up half-baked or flaky meatloaf to my readers. I want to hear, mmmmmmm. Not, "what's this?"
Perhaps we need to be ready for both types of messages, the meaty ones, the mismatched ones. I prefer the missive to the mandate, but still like a good struggle with the Goliathic notions about our purposeful, God ordained lives and how we can - we must - take up our pens and write all things artfully.
Lifting the Veil on an April Evening
Like a new jewel worn on the left hand, the brilliance of an April evening asks for my hand . . . and heart and presence.
Proposal accepted.
The night air curls around me, invites me to walk into my moon-fed garden. I am caressed by the sounds and scents - the flutter of the bunny near the wall, the drone of the mating doves out back. I slip off my sandals. My mind dances to the rhythm of night.
The promise of April's kind nights is the assurance that the heavy leather curtains of winter have raised once more.
Then when the veil of a Spring night lifts, dawn peers into the knottiest dreams, shedding its gentle light on the unknown needs of the coming day. "Awaken, Joy Comes With The Morning Star,." I hear in my rested mind. A certain joy rushes into the shadows that play hopscotch with the sun beams as I smooth out my bed linens. I dress quickly to drink up the morning's delicious moments. Approaching morning is like addressing a large blank canvass; my heart skips a beat at the prospect it will bring. It depends on me (and of course divine guidance) so I must mix my paints, make a plan, arrange my brushes, commit myself to the artistry that must come from my winsome soul. I close my eyes to stay prayerful of the new day. For me, prayers are like daydreams, ever flowing springs of surprising and alarming thoughts - with pictures, colorful, moving, exciting pictures.
So, in my daydream, I glimpse the rays of light falling across the shoulders of the Master Gardener as He tends to His world.
" See. . . over there . . . near the open gate, the narrow one with the iron filigree and honeysuckle . . . just to the right of the wisteria fountain." I walk across the damp grasses toward the Gardener and bend low to hear His words. "All is Well, All is Well, All is Well." I touch His wide shoulder. He knows I'm there but does not look up. He is teaching me in silence, in the movement of His strong hands. Imagination is a holy thing I think.
I sit quietly on the nearby knoll where I wait to be ushered onto the meadows of May, appearing..
Proposal accepted.
The night air curls around me, invites me to walk into my moon-fed garden. I am caressed by the sounds and scents - the flutter of the bunny near the wall, the drone of the mating doves out back. I slip off my sandals. My mind dances to the rhythm of night.
The promise of April's kind nights is the assurance that the heavy leather curtains of winter have raised once more.
Then when the veil of a Spring night lifts, dawn peers into the knottiest dreams, shedding its gentle light on the unknown needs of the coming day. "Awaken, Joy Comes With The Morning Star,." I hear in my rested mind. A certain joy rushes into the shadows that play hopscotch with the sun beams as I smooth out my bed linens. I dress quickly to drink up the morning's delicious moments. Approaching morning is like addressing a large blank canvass; my heart skips a beat at the prospect it will bring. It depends on me (and of course divine guidance) so I must mix my paints, make a plan, arrange my brushes, commit myself to the artistry that must come from my winsome soul. I close my eyes to stay prayerful of the new day. For me, prayers are like daydreams, ever flowing springs of surprising and alarming thoughts - with pictures, colorful, moving, exciting pictures.
So, in my daydream, I glimpse the rays of light falling across the shoulders of the Master Gardener as He tends to His world.
" See. . . over there . . . near the open gate, the narrow one with the iron filigree and honeysuckle . . . just to the right of the wisteria fountain." I walk across the damp grasses toward the Gardener and bend low to hear His words. "All is Well, All is Well, All is Well." I touch His wide shoulder. He knows I'm there but does not look up. He is teaching me in silence, in the movement of His strong hands. Imagination is a holy thing I think.
I sit quietly on the nearby knoll where I wait to be ushered onto the meadows of May, appearing..
The Gift of the Artful Blog
Blogging lifts spirits of both the author and reader. Often when I read between the lines of one who pores her joys or angst onto the blank screen, I hear my own questions as well. When I hear the hearts of those who care enough to pen their ideas, their art, their questions, I smile at their honesty. As long as the blog doesn't take away from the making of art, I think it as fun and a bonus to the artist.
Motive? Why do we want to blog? If we see our blogs as both our contribution to others as well as a way to express our inner voice, we balance our "whys." Because our art is, or can be, a raw expression of our souls, blogging can be a flushing out of all the dregs of mediocrity. Thank you, Mr. or Mrs. Maker of Blogs, you have given us artist-types, bent on splashing our ideas on canvass, another way to whisper, Amen.
Motive? Why do we want to blog? If we see our blogs as both our contribution to others as well as a way to express our inner voice, we balance our "whys." Because our art is, or can be, a raw expression of our souls, blogging can be a flushing out of all the dregs of mediocrity. Thank you, Mr. or Mrs. Maker of Blogs, you have given us artist-types, bent on splashing our ideas on canvass, another way to whisper, Amen.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Should I Worry?
Should I worry? I am hooked on pen and ink drawing - the free motion, spontaneous - straight from the imagination. I spy the new pen, the pad of paper on my desk and forget about the house duties, the bills stacked neatly nearby.. I yearn to draw but know if I pick up my pen, I will work into the night. "I will stop by midnight," I tell myself. Is there an addiction treatment center for compulsive artists types? Should I work in secret? No. I shall work with abandonment up front and in full view of God and all those who understand the lure of the night muse.
Does a grandmother of eight need permission to create at midnight? Do I need to adhere to some self-imposed bedtime? I don't think so.
Monday, April 12, 2010
WISTERIA AND OTHER FINE ART
I SIT IN MY STUDIO WITH DOORS FLUNG OPEN. OUTSIDE, THE WISTERIA DRAPES AND SWINGS IN THE SOFT SPRING AIR. THE SUN DANCES THROUGH THE SHADOWS AND HIGHLIGHTS THE DEEP RICH SHADES OF LAVENDER. THE SCENT GIFTS THE AFTERNOON WITH A RARE PERFUME. I REACH OUT AND LET THE TENDER BLOSSOMS FALL ACROSS MY PALMS LIKE A FLOWER-FOUNTAIN. SO REFRESHING. A NEARBY WREN DOTS ACROSS A LOW LIMB LETTING ME KNOW THAT I AM WAY TO CLOSE TO HIS NEW NEST.
MY ART MARKS BECOMES SIMPLE, PASTEL, PRETTY. MY SOUL, TOO, DRINKS UP THE MOMENT - FREE FROM THE HUM OF THE TV, LAWN MOWERS AND THE RINGING CELL PHONE. THE AFTERNOON IS OH SO GOOD AND RIGHT - I AM ONE WITH THE BREEZES AND UNDERSTAND THE REASON FOR THE SEASON. I WALK ACROSS THE FRESH CLOVER AND BEND LOW TO YANK UP A SPINY WEED. I CHANGE MY MIND AND REPLANT IT. FOR THIS DAY, THIS MOMENT, EVERYTHING MUST STAY AND REMAIN.
MY ART MARKS BECOMES SIMPLE, PASTEL, PRETTY. MY SOUL, TOO, DRINKS UP THE MOMENT - FREE FROM THE HUM OF THE TV, LAWN MOWERS AND THE RINGING CELL PHONE. THE AFTERNOON IS OH SO GOOD AND RIGHT - I AM ONE WITH THE BREEZES AND UNDERSTAND THE REASON FOR THE SEASON. I WALK ACROSS THE FRESH CLOVER AND BEND LOW TO YANK UP A SPINY WEED. I CHANGE MY MIND AND REPLANT IT. FOR THIS DAY, THIS MOMENT, EVERYTHING MUST STAY AND REMAIN.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
CELEBRATING WARTS AND WRINKLES AND ARTFUL HOURS
"IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO BECOME WHAT YOU WERE MEANT TO BE," MY WISE FRIEND SAID WHILE WE WORKED ON OUR ART. EACH OF US LOOKED UP AND SMILED IN AGREEMENT. TENACIOUS LEARNERS WE ARE THOUGH WE HAVE PASSED THE HALF CENTURY MARK IN OUR VARIED LIVES. LATER I PONDERED THE APT TRUTH. SO I ADDED THIS IN MY JOURNAL, ". . . AND IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO CELEBRATE WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY BECOME. . . WARTS AND ALL." MY NEW DRAWINGS ARE NOT DIMMED BY THE NEW WRINKLES AROUND MY EYES, MY PUFFY WAISTLINE DOESN'T DIMINISH MY INTRICATE COLLAGE.
HOWEVER, I WORK HARD TO PEN LEAN PROSE, CRAFT STRONG POETRY.
THESE DAYS I STRETCH WIDE MY ARMS TO EMBRACE THE APRIL MORNINGS, WITH THEIR FRAGILE WINGS OF DAWN. WITHOUT A DOUBT, I FIND THE POSTURE THAT'S BEST SUITED TO MY ART MAKING IS . . . ON MY KNEES IN PRAYER TO THE MASTER ARTIST. THE BLENDING OF THE SACRED, BREATHING LIFE INTO MY WILD EXPRESSIONS, IS OH SO SATISFYING. . . WARTS AND ALL.
HOWEVER, I WORK HARD TO PEN LEAN PROSE, CRAFT STRONG POETRY.
THESE DAYS I STRETCH WIDE MY ARMS TO EMBRACE THE APRIL MORNINGS, WITH THEIR FRAGILE WINGS OF DAWN. WITHOUT A DOUBT, I FIND THE POSTURE THAT'S BEST SUITED TO MY ART MAKING IS . . . ON MY KNEES IN PRAYER TO THE MASTER ARTIST. THE BLENDING OF THE SACRED, BREATHING LIFE INTO MY WILD EXPRESSIONS, IS OH SO SATISFYING. . . WARTS AND ALL.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Google Reader - Linda's shared items
Sunday's can be slow drip days, but for me they are delicious yet dangerous for the feisty artist in me. Remembering that the muse visits the moving hand, I try to keep my hand and heart at rest - like the way God did back in the Day. I try to mimic Him, well sort of, and rest and allow the majesty of the Sabbath to help me surrender to a holy down time.
Just today, I tried to nap and lounge only to feel a creative nudge from my Angelic Muse. I always know it's Her because she has such a kind voice and gentle touch. She's one fun angel and knows all about my bent for all things artful. So, tried hard to be good and slide onto my studio's rocker to obey God's mandate to rest on the Sabbath. There, near the chair was my sturdy easel with my latest not-yet-finished painting. "I'll just redo thepale sky," I whispered to my Golden Retriever, now nestled near my feet. I picked up my paint brush and twisted off the top to my crimson oil tube. That was the moment I had tried to resist. I hoped that heaven was looking the other way - at least for an hour or so. " Sorry God, I'll nap next week!"
Just today, I tried to nap and lounge only to feel a creative nudge from my Angelic Muse. I always know it's Her because she has such a kind voice and gentle touch. She's one fun angel and knows all about my bent for all things artful. So, tried hard to be good and slide onto my studio's rocker to obey God's mandate to rest on the Sabbath. There, near the chair was my sturdy easel with my latest not-yet-finished painting. "I'll just redo thepale sky," I whispered to my Golden Retriever, now nestled near my feet. I picked up my paint brush and twisted off the top to my crimson oil tube. That was the moment I had tried to resist. I hoped that heaven was looking the other way - at least for an hour or so. " Sorry God, I'll nap next week!"
Saturday, March 27, 2010
MAKING ART AT MIDNIGHT
Jay Leno was making his closing jokes and I had an idea, more of an urge to create something, something smashing, something that just might bless my world and me as well. Like a burst of lightening, I walked to my antique cabinet where I keep my treasures, treasures like new tablets, bulging journals, sharpened charcoals, paint pens and my oh-so-beloved scissor collection. I reached for my new drawing pad. I ran my hand across its cover and flipped it open. Hmmm. Twenty empty pages stared back at me. yet spoke volumes to my eager and readied heart, one bent on all things artful.
I strummed the pages and let them fall through my fingers like gently shuffling a deck of cards. Hmmm. I had been saving the pristine tablet for a "just the right moment" and it seemed the time had slipped up on me like a surprise party. Yes, a party, kind of an arty party and I knew the minute I caressed the pages , I would be hooked, hooked all night. My addiction for making spontaneous shapes and images took over. So I made a pot of green tea and reached for my Pitt artist pens. I readjusted my pharmacy lamp, pulled on my around-the-house socks and propped up my feet on the nearby sofa. Though the morning stars would find me glassy eyed, I smiled at the moment, so right, so good, so welcomed.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Wild Goose Chase
The Celtics named God's Holy Spirit the Wild Goose. I, perhaps, may have named Him the Human Whisperer, the Good One and Only, but the Wild Goose? Oh my! Now, that I know Him well, I call Him Father. Yet, as I consider the term Wild Goose, I somehow understand the creative Celtics. After all, I must chase something to make my mark on this side of heaven. A sit-down faith remains lame. A wild goose is impossible to catch and keeps its chasers in full forward motion. The Wild Goose of the Celtics was high energy, high wisdom, the example of risk and abandonment. A wild goose has fun and never harms its followers - it just passionately flies ahead and never gives up. I like that.
Song of the Spring Bird
The sounds and scents of Spring reminds us
that there's a reason to sit and watch for the
Spring Bird and hear its tender song
We must, we must
wait and smile and look up
For when the rose buds unfold atop their thorns
A trio of the rose and robin and the dove in the air
Prepare us for new beginnings
And cultivated miracles lain dormant in the ice of winter's blast.
What if the rose bud froze and the Spring Bird stayed lame in its nest?
And what if we forgot to sing to the sky and
twirl and sway with the winds of grace
Then, the Hands of God, would surely embrace
and harken our hearts and awaken the Spring bird
and place song in its throat
to bring
Love to us again, then we, too, shall sing . . . with the Spring Bird again and again.
The Songs of the Silent Spring Symphony
that there's a reason to sit and watch for the
Spring Bird and hear its tender song
We must, we must
wait and smile and look up
For when the rose buds unfold atop their thorns
A trio of the rose and robin and the dove in the air
Prepare us for new beginnings
And cultivated miracles lain dormant in the ice of winter's blast.
What if the rose bud froze and the Spring Bird stayed lame in its nest?
And what if we forgot to sing to the sky and
twirl and sway with the winds of grace
Then, the Hands of God, would surely embrace
and harken our hearts and awaken the Spring bird
and place song in its throat
to bring
Love to us again, then we, too, shall sing . . . with the Spring Bird again and again.
The Songs of the Silent Spring Symphony
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Daffodils and Daydreams
Spring, one of Mother Nature's kids, flirts with our afternoons. Yea, we say. Wintry thoughts must go; warm hours invite us to our porches. Perennials play with our moods and remind us how dependable they are. Is there anything better than feeling the full peace and pleasures of a Spring morning? There answered prayers fill the baskets of our hearts. There, new prayers tossed heavenward find their way to the heart of our High Father, the Master Gardener, the Maker of Daydreams . . . and daffodils.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
A Saturday in October
Little swirls of leaves curl around my shoes, my wet muddy shoes
Then wind up in tidy and untidy piles near the curb of October
Tomorrow it will no longer be October, but November - the faithful, thankful month
Where food and flair and fantastic friends and family members fold together for fellowship
In a most kind and thankful circle of voices that sometimes blend in harmony, sometimes not
Mostly the ones who speak the least get heard the most because of their respect for silence - they offer dessert - the fruitful gift of listening - and listening caresses the restless soul
Quiet dining requires a restful setting blended with the warm smells of hopeful tolerance.
Then wind up in tidy and untidy piles near the curb of October
Tomorrow it will no longer be October, but November - the faithful, thankful month
Where food and flair and fantastic friends and family members fold together for fellowship
In a most kind and thankful circle of voices that sometimes blend in harmony, sometimes not
Mostly the ones who speak the least get heard the most because of their respect for silence - they offer dessert - the fruitful gift of listening - and listening caresses the restless soul
Quiet dining requires a restful setting blended with the warm smells of hopeful tolerance.
Monday, October 26, 2009
The Poet Tree
November sings to us a new whopping song. Lights appear and wrap around our rooftops, hearts rejoice, emotions clear, but not for all. I choose to remember the . . ."not for all" folks.
November colors our land like a wide carpet of thank yous and the smells of Autumn blankets our evenings and our midnights. We remember, we think, we remember, we feast, we remember.
Today, I hear November's strong voice and her story prompts me to write and pray, and to pen
a few new spunky stories that stir the weary heart, that may help clear the murky minds of those I love,
plus those with unnamed faces in crowded places.
In these days of turning, I want to spin tales and tenderly tread through the
dread of editing the forest of it over-grown verbiage and the needless dead wood of worry. Oh, the fine art of sentence sculpturing, simple and lean, fitfully strong, a vast test of determination, I've found.
So,
I will listen to the Holy Muse as I meander through the readied fields of fancy rants and buttery notions.
I am golden now and molded into a new shape, full of mercy and cavernous concern for our world; yet I remain, a child wanting.
I am not in a hurry; I rest on the Sabbath, eat fish and walk about my studio with gusto. I wear a watch and drink fresh water; pray a lot and often. Sometimes I may be found drawing in the sand and mud because, just because.
I am not at all interested in spewing out bone-hard advice,
yet bent on blending wisdom with wit so we all may smile with wide emotion.
Oh, I yearn to make art with alarming charm, so it may cling to the heart, lustery and likeable, along with
ideas that freely dance in the wide ballrooms of our minds.
So, I read and think and think about what I think about, lest I moan my way into some kind of Autumn malaise. I commit my best self to November.
Fresh produce I shall pick daily and fill my writing basket with the prime pieces
of good fruit and specialty items like peace packaged in the shape of a cross, an empty cross.
I walk down the aisle of mid-life and search for the fruits of holy script - all nine of them.
And,
Today, I gather the ingredients for goodness and goodwill; my basket is full, my cup as well.
I'm prepared for November's hospitality and
a luscious salad of meaning, splashed with oil and grace.
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